September 1st, 2010 by Jeremy

Just out of curiosity, what are your spiritual beliefs?

Well, I can’t sum it up in a word like ‘Christian’, ‘Pagan’ or ‘Agnostic’… so I’m going to hope that you like to read. As you do, remember that you opened this can of worms! haha.

I’ve tried very hard to reverse-engineer my belief system to see if there is anything out there that correlates to it, even similarly. The best that I could find was a series of philosophical schools of belief relating to humanism. At first, I thought, “Well, humanism makes sense,” but there’s a lot to humanism that I would never want correlated to me in any way. Some of it even gets political- and mostly toward Liberalism/Socialism. I’m personally Conservative, so even that connotation didn’t sit well with me.

I did find a school of freethought that does do some of my beliefs justice, so I began studying Platonic Epistemology. This belief states at its foundation that the soul knows everything, but upon entering the body, it must rediscover what it already knows.

As this was found in the process of reverse engineering a belief system that I have created out of the things that I know to be true, Platonic Epistemology is more of a reference that I might use as a bibliographical footnote to underscore the above point.

Yet, I can find no other works that strictly define that Humanity is simply another stage of the trend that everything that exists consists of smaller, organized parts. Cells beget tissue. Tissue begets organs. Organs beget systems. Systems beget a human being. A Human being begets a society. Societies beget nations. Nations beget Humankind, which lives within and contributes to the life of the planet, which is a part of a solar system.

As part of Humankind, which is not unlike the systems that comprise a human being, we each have the simple purpose of maintaining and bettering the system, as components of that system. It is the membership of this system which grants certain abilities as our heritage… in the form of necessity. We each have innate strengths and weaknesses. Our strengths are simply to be used to strengthen Humankind’s existence while our weaknesses are to encourage the seeking of and adherence to a complementary society that can likewise make use of our strengths.

We also come with the natural capacity required to form the Human Hive Consciousness. As the Internet is nothing without the computers that are connected to each other to form it, this Hive Consciousness is nothing without each human mind to host it. What I am saying is that, at one time, we were of one language and one purpose. As a race, we had ready access to everything each member of the race knew. You see, even the act of learning was, at one time, no different than gathering nutritious plants for the tribe. The act of learning contributed to the library of the higher mind to which each brain was innately connected. The Internet is just an expression of what humans knew how to do organically at one time… and even the internet is limited to the full capacity of the Human Hive Consciousness.

These are the beliefs that make up the foundation of my personal belief system, which has been in the making for a little over twelve years. I can cite the reasons for my believing this from the works of others, but, as mentioned before, I cannot find an assembly of these thoughts in one school of thought. I just mentioned this because, unfounded, it does read to be a little crazy.

August 25th, 2010 by Jeremy

Over looked and apparently phased out, I am beginning to wonder if I truly have learned the coveted art of invisibility.

Having become tired of being alone, I have allowed my attempts at being social nearly explode forward. I go out on more nights during the week than I stay home and dress appropriately for the venues that I plan to hit those nights. Infiltrating small groups of people or approaching the other person that looks alone in a crowd of people, I make myself known almost forcefully. Conversations ensue. The night ends and I never hear from these people again, despite the fact that they have a way to get in touch.

Strangely, I seemed more successful in attracting people when I dressed to detract them. As though my new method of dressing has worked better to camouflage me, I am more unseen by my efforts to respect the dynamics of society. I close my eyes and see Equilibrium.

Maybe I’m not ugly; just plain. I’ll have to experiment with this. Maybe it’s time that I chose a testing ground and walk into it, armed with different gear. Maybe people need to see a daring approach to fashion instead of being ‘respected’ with one similar to their own. If I were ugly, I think I would get more attention than I do now.

Fine. It’s time to provoke. Time to show these people the crazy genius that lay inside. Time to throw away the wool and strip to black fur, sharp fangs and hungry amber eyes. I will invoke the wolf and see how the sheep react.

August 10th, 2010 by Jeremy

As the uniquely different systems of the human body must cooperate to sustain the life of an individual, so also must each unique individual cooperate to sustain and improve the quality of Humankind.

During so many times throughout our lives, society demands us to inquire about the purpose of human life; offering nothing but an open-ended question that suggests a hypothetical pretense. Some suggest that our purposes are individual and widespread while others offer little to no hope for the purpose of humankind by claiming that human life is an accident that serves to make an inconsequential impact on the great Universe. While it can be said that both are true, and they are; neither of these answers truly fulfill the gaping void the question puts into place. For as long as this question has no answer, we individually will be fully unguarded as we are each given a false sense of purpose; through work, the amassing of money, the protection of special interests, the fruitless search for perfect love and the overstraining of our sexual desires.

Though being just one question among hundreds that are specifically designed to justify the controlling of the masses, the question of purpose is one of the most dehumanizing. Through this single rift flows laws, suggestions, commercial products and destructive belief systems; all vomited from the same foul design: The Amputation of the Human System into its smallest parts, simply to rebuild it into a subservient, castrated version that can easily be bent over the will of those who are arrogant enough to believe they can control the product.

This is the solution proposed by those who have become the enemy, the cancer, of the Human System: to reduce the very essence of the Human Spirit genetically. Ever so slowly, this venom is reprogramming the most basic forms of the individual identity; with the end result being a race of slaves to serve our delusional paternity to whatever end they desire.

My fellow Humans, it is important for you to note the plan of the Praetorium. Even those of you who blindly dismiss this information in service or fear will soon realize, in this lifetime, the very nature of this venom. By then, you may have children of your own, who yet have no interest in your family history or heritage; but you will find yourself shaken and determined to reverse the decline as they remain subjects of the New System. Our fathers and mothers know this to be true. It comes out in those stories that are prefaced by the phrase, “In the good old days…”

I propose to you now that all you have learned from the entertainment industry and its mouthpieces is fatally false. All that arouses within you a sense of worthlessness and external need is a tool used by those who wish to keep you weak.

See the trend that makes evident that all things are comprised of something smaller; and that, at every level, the components busy themselves with the tasks for which they are specifically suited. Refer to the quote at the top of this work and remember it to be truth. It means that your purpose, your reason for being alive, is the improvement of and the service to the Human Race… not to a small group of people who claim to have a special power over you.

Those people are the biblically named false prophets. They are the Yang that strangles its portion of the Yin. They are your enemies and want only to benefit from your tireless service to them. In the Praetorium’s left hand is held the reins cut from the flesh of a beast named Despair. In the right, there is a whip; woven of three lashes: Hatred, Confusion and Ignorance.

Now, you must cleanse your being of the filth that permeates throughout! Criticize all you have been taught with the questioning of the greater benefit of each response you yourself offer as fruit! If anything in you is self-serving at the cost of another human being, rid yourself of it. Those very things are the makeup of a deliberately fashioned disease.

Battles amongst societies will always exist, as it is a necessary part of the Human Spirit; but now is not the time to war amongst yourselves. Now is the time to see the enemy. It is he who rations that which you need to survive at all levels. It is he who offers disinformation in the stead of truth and patents it with invisible credibility. It is he who lives amongst us and appeals to few with supposed entitlements and special acquisitions. It is he who claims that a perfect world exists, yet only in trade for a small cost. Their hands are marked with blood and their flesh reeks of dissatisfaction. Their voices are made ragged by their taunting of those who have been victimized, and their tongues are salted with bitter retribution. Publicly, they laugh at the efficiency of our hands and the solutions toward which we work. They breed and hypnotically chant their candidacy for leadership out of the torment they manufacture in the secret of night.

They have turned their backs to Humanity and have named themselves as enemies to our beautiful race. Embrace your one, true birthright: to exist within a growing number of people who are becoming increasingly more aware of the threat that is upon the Human Race. This effort requires your help; and the help of your individual strengths and foresight. Join hands with those who were needlessly made your enemies. Fear not your brothers and sisters, because it will be those very people who will fight by your side for the survival of that which is most dear.

You are filled with purpose. You were born with it. Hear that which echoes deep inside of you and rescue it. Strengthen yourself and focus on the reality beyond the fiction. See the beautiful balance that exists in the idea that you and the rest of the Human Race exists for each other.

August 7th, 2010 by Jeremy

There are two types of beings reading these words: Humans and Computers; but only one of these beings can truly comprehend them.

You are Human. Your blood is red. You have skin. A heart. A mind. A soul. You are eternal beings trapped inside a physical body and are more powerful than you could ever imagine. You exist as but one thread in the fabric of this world’s society, but you have the power to affect the Whole.

You are recognized. You have been given the opportunity to create change and have it seen and exercised by the society in which you live. You have a name and a purpose. You are as visible as each of the countless stars that stud the night’s sky viewed from the desolation of any ocean. On any given day, you are seen by the light you emit; which offers you countless opportunities to be known for who and what you are.

My words are only a suggestion, yea, a reminder of that occasional thought that there is something bigger out there for you. You need not look further than the hundreds of people you encounter every day to see it. Whether or not society knows it, it would not be the same without you. The Human Race is your universe of possibilities. Your kind is the love of your life. Humanity is your reason for being alive.

Your individuality can only be defined as the recognition that you are a unique component of an entire system, apart from which you cannot exist. Though you may sometimes feel jaded, separated and/or categorized, your existence among the people with whom you share this planet is crucial. As crucial as every blood cell that lives in your veins. As vital as every nerve. As necessary as any part of your body that contributes to your life.

You exist. Despite opinions and prejudice, you exist. Despite warring governments and opposing political views, you exist. Despite religious persecution and the uncertainty of the Thereafter, you exist. Despite failing or thriving economic circumstances, or the status of your employment, you exist. Despite all the conflicts and trials that seem to mount against you, you exist!

Now, more than ever, the world needs to hear your precious voice call out against fear and anything else that threatens to strip you of your humanity. Now is the time for you to make a stand for your race; a stand outside of your color, religion, sex, nationality or anything else that is used to further separate you from your true kind. It is said that a group of people of one mind and voice can achieve anything that group wants. Anything.

No matter what you’ve been taught, without concern for the political alignment of your government, disregarding the name of your faith- rise up and be heard. With every medium, express that you are human. Write on your clothes that you are human. Paint on your car that you are human. Stand outside your door and yell, at the top of your lungs, that you are human! Defy all that denies you of your humanity! Congregate into one whole body and yell with a single voice that you are human. We are human. Though individuals we might be, we are one of billions of humans.

We are more powerful than any force in the name of humanity. Shed all alliances and embrace the only one that really matters- your alliance to the human race.

August 3rd, 2010 by Jeremy

I went to sleep.

I was young again. I could rmemeber things from the now I currently live.

i was sick. at a house, supposedly under the ownership of a kim lafleur, or dr. lafleur.

My mother was there. She was talking to the doctor.

Lee was there too. I think he was one of the reasons I was there in the first place. I helped him and then I started getting tests and injections from dr. lafleur.

i was talking to another little boy and was describing my tooth brush. he was fascinated that I had a crest toothbrush, even though he was wearing crest pajama’s.

i was resting, waiting for another injection for most of the dream as myhand was going numb. Another needle was presnted… it was going to go in my right hand instead of the left, which was already pierced.

there was a skeleton on Kim LaFlaur’s desk. I started taking little things and collecting them. I knew I was coming back soon… going back to the place from which I came.

Something happened.. I had blemishes on my face and a third eye on the bridge of my nose, slightly lower in the horizon formed by my eyes. My hands were warped, and patchy with hair. So was my chest. “Hi, Little eye.”

I started peeling off my bandages and clothes. I remember my pants and shoes protesting themselves to be off of me. Then they joined and became something else- a pair of boots.Clothes become important. I have a bag of them.

I thought I was trapped there, that I was really there. Like I had erupted from my dream in the same place instead of in my bed.

I accidentally make noise, waking the owner of the home, an unbelievably old lady. she has a gun and pursues me to telling her what happened. “everyone comes here.”

“I remember a skeleton talking to me… telling me things.”

“Everyone remembers that thing.”

I’m outside of the house. Feels like with one of ‘Kim LaFlaur’s’ kids. I see Lee chest deep at the base of the stairs leading to the front door, waving at me. ’she’ says I helped out a lot. I can’t remember doing very much.

She shows me around, saying that she cannot imagine being anywhere else. I see a small hog, inserting its head into a shallow, leafy pit in the ground over and over again.

I think that I am in louisiana… near where I used to be when I was growing up.

“Well, i have to be up at seven. Now I have to figure out a way back.”

I was carrying something… something I knew I had to take back…

I was watching a clock that showed how time was really moving in my dream. I could witness the short, slow sprint of the microseconds that separated me from reality.

“You’ll get there.” Alarm goes off.

July 31st, 2010 by Jeremy

I feel like my pride is the curtain drawn over 3 inches of plate glass… displayed behind which is my frightened, drowning form. I’ve had no serious clients. I’m two months behind on almost all my bills. Last day of the month and I have no idea how I’ll be paying my rent. I go out and slowly spend what remains of my cash to make new friends and potential clients, yet the only people who call are my debtors. I’m hungry.

My nose is pressed against the top of the box that holds within my last breaths of air. I’m hidden… invisibly and desperately beating on the glass of a container I thought was big enough. All with Pride.

I got myself here. I could have done better. Life is a series of choices, right? Only I am held accountable for my actions and must therefore accept the fruits of my labor. With Pride.

I know that no one wants to hear about my failure. That’s why the air that remains in this water tank is so sweet. It’s far too precious to be exhausted with screaming. So I suffer with Pride.

I have nothing of value. No savings. No assets. I knew that this enclosure of mine would fill as it is now. Yet, I refuse to call myself stupid for going about it the way I did. My Business. I refuse to think it was all a mistake. I have no one else on whom I can depend, so if I drown, it will be with Pride.

July 15th, 2010 by Jeremy

T.S. Elliot and Carl Jung were pioneers before their time. Is it possible that these past speculations, made in reference to time and, as Jung called it, “The Collective Unconscious”, are back to haunt us?

For years, I’ve been the beholder of a very unpopular idea: that Humans are connected by the mind and that the realization of this would be the fulfillment of all of our societal and individual problems. The larger system, made up of the human race, could become balanced… completely doing away with wars, nonsensical laws and the consistent theft of trust we undergo. Divorce would return into the black depths from which they came. Competition would be fair. The faith we had, so long ago, in each other would no longer be necessary; as it could be evidenced simply by looking from within. Poverty would cease. For a while, everyone would be raptured into a unified harmony; like during the days of Eden. For a short while.

The snake would rear its head within the mind of a single person who was arrogant enough to believe that he could use this connection for his own design. He would amass others and they would connect only with each other. It’s human nature. It’s the nagging voice of an ego that finds itself dissatisfied even in the midst of human perfection.

While that’s the case, the collective is in need of a cleansing. It needs to rediscover itself, so that it may see the other polar extreme that hasn’t been seen in centuries.

Right.

So there’s a little truth in everything. This post is actually due to a very good film that I watched yesterday to take a mental break. It’s called “Yesterday was a Lie”. It was a visual representation of the core beliefs of Carl Jung and TS Elliot. Funny, I even heard things in this movie that I embraced long ago without being able to cite the origin of these beliefs I cherish most.

“There is only truth in words a man’s heart finds agreeable.”
The First Essential Philosophy.

June 30th, 2010 by Jeremy

Connected despite darkly Synthesized Separations.
The living product of 12 Successful Senses.
A liberated river whose water flows free
From an intelligently directed delta.
A circular system of Sophisticating Self
And an enriching Ego at the Forge, burning with fire
Nourished by the persistence of all parts.
Dissident Examiner with eyes designed to close at lies.
Sentiment sharpened with Spiritual Steel by
An empty, open hand overshadowing a tightly knit fist.
A bottled wind in a crowded room overtaken with smoke.
They who abandoned I for We and cheated on My with Our.
The Are birthed from Am, whose lover is Subverted Sacrificing.
A Human,
Wholly, Individually All, but the sum of One.

June 28th, 2010 by Jeremy

Oh Captain, my Captain! Ye fell on yer sword. I’ll never forget our times in accord. But now as the Swedes come onto the ship to lend a tear or two at the crypt, beware of the booty on board!

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June 21st, 2010 by Jeremy

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World peace. I don’t know if anyone really defines it as anything other than “Stop all fighting,” or if anyone really puts much thought into the term at all. I personally believe that people get what they ask for, yet taking the Genie lore into context to illustrate a point, one may ask for something as general as World Peace, but get something horrifically different.

I observe that there are two models under which World Peace can actually come to fruition. Like most things, there is a drastic Light to Dark trend to this, and with very little gradient in between. I would like to define this to ensure that those who will actually join me in meditation on this day will synchronize with me in such a way that it will render a desired effect toward the end goal.

The first “World Peace” that I will define shall be based on the common, generalized view of it, which states that people should simply stop fighting. In order to attempt the rendering of such a World Peace, everyone on the planet would then be required to subject themselves to an Orwellian Utopia, under which would be defined by a relatively small leadership that dictates all levels of control. Think about all people being medicated by a drug that makes passionate emotions significantly less possible. Think about the surveillance required to enforce that as well as punish all “Passion Crimes”. The foods you eat will be regimented per the optimal effect of the standard dosage of the medication, as prescribed by the  manufacturer. Human reproduction would most likely be synthesized or automated. The consumption of tobacco, alcohol and similar products would be banned. The ownership of any weapon, including any object that could be used as a weapon would be illegal, possibly including glass, flammable products, lampstands and chairs. The medical industry would become highly regimented, requiring all citizens to participate both by regular use and funding. Exercise would be automated, required and performed in-doors. Pay would be flat rate and based on the predetermined complexity of the job position. The housing and city environments would be sterilized and uniform to deter emotional distress. Furniture and fixtures would essentially become built-in, removing any chance for weaponization of provided resources and other aesthetic modification. Commerce would become uniform, including goods and services (like household cleaning), regimented and required.In all reality, even clothing would become uniform and would include physical attachments of identification, medical history and any licenses held by the individual. Many effects would be physical, but the psychological implementation which promotes a lack of individuality in all regards would be the foremost key in making this system work. It’s expensive, time-consuming and, most of all, an absolutely dangerous disregard to human conditions.

The other ’system’ under which ‘World Peace’ can exist is made possible by the individual understanding that this world cannot reach a potential for peace without everyone’s willful and conscious contribution toward a common goal. We must understand that there are violent facets of the Human Condition and that the cessation of all fighting is absolutely impossible, even under the Orwellian System.

We must recognize that there is no completely uniform group of people. Take the governments of all the nations in the world. Under these governments, there are individuals that both agree and disagree, with the national stance that their particular government purveys, to unimaginable degrees. Think about everyone around you. The guy at work who dislikes the way our own government works and the waiter at your favorite restaurant who is totally fine with not caring at all. This happens in all countries. For example, China, as a nation, hates the American lifestyle; yet there are millions of citizens who would want nothing more than to have that lifestyle for themselves.

At the end of the day, we are all as unique as our fingerprints, but there are billions of people who would agree with the general concept of ‘World Peace’. Those who actually define ‘World Peace’, on the other hand, are much fewer in number. When you pray for World Peace, which I shall now define as Deliberate Human Cooperation, pray first that people really consider how they would define ‘World Peace’ for themselves. Then, pray for your specific system. The more people praying for Deliberate Human Cooperation, the more effective the prayer is. It’s unifying. Noble. Understanding. Deliberate. Most of all, it’s outright Effective.