September 20th, 2009 by Jeremy

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September 9th, 2009 by Jeremy

More and more, I find myself  searching for truth. I keep watching and growing into realms never before explored.

It’s become a trend exhibited over only a week’s time- phases of an inner moon, waxing- becoming full- waning and becoming empty and receptive for more.  I think about the many things that have become important to me and ask if there are people who can increase the momentum to which I feel myself increasing.

I’ve become somewhat bothered. Two nights ago, I found myself holding the inter-folding lotus, asking for a teacher. Despite this urge to have such an educational communion with someone who is basically a much higher form of myself, I find myself folding back and intimately becoming skeptical of the information that is being made available. When searching for more information about Pineal Growth and activation, I find an array of subjects that border (if not immerse themselves into) absolute insanity. I find things about UFOs (alien and man-made), man traveling the solar system, machines that transmit and accept souls, ‘proof’ that the moon is not truly our own (that it was moved here from another solar system) and many other things that I find myself unwilling to believe. The fold becomes serpentine when I accept that, while none of these things are at all likely, are not impossible. All of these things go into my subconscience to be crunched in the background as I move along with things that I have deemed important, like my business.

There’s the other side of my search for more information about Pineal Activation. So many people who talk about these things have the social consistency of a stoner. While I don’t have any problems keeping a forward thinking and feeling countenance, I have the sense of the people that come out to speak of these things are the ‘weird kind of hippies’. Nevertheless, I try to forgive the tone and listen long enough for any ounce of what my inner self hears as truth.

Today, I feel separate. Confused. Misguided.